Friday, March 11, 2011

Worst Day EVER

I cannot believe this day...

Not only is it a year ago today that I lost my Grammy, but now Tom called and said he is hiring a lawyer for our divorce. SERIOUSLY?! He KNOWS what today is and it is JUST LIKE him to do this. He's showing NO emotion about it except for anger. I told him, "If you want this to be an amicable divorce, then you can STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE TO ME!" Everything just became real. I guess I've been in denial. How could someone who loved you for so long just give up?? My heart is shattered, my emotions are out of control...someone just PLEASE shoot me. Will I ever find love again? Will I ever fulfill my dream of being a mother? I am doubting EVERYTHING.

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