Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Limbo
So, as most of you know, Tom and I have been separated for 3 months now...where is it going? I have no idea...I feel like I'm in limbo! Are we getting divorced? Are we staying together? I don't know. At this point, I don't feel like we should stay together...there's been too much hurt to go back. I don't have the money for a lawyer to even begin filing for divorce. Any advice? I have no idea what I'm doing. I never thought this would happen to me...My brother Dan and my sister-in-law Hillary offered for me to come live with them. I am so ready to go back home to Indy...just waiting on the money to get there. Gotta find a job there, too. I miss my family and friends so much...I just want to go home. I thought the reason God had my parents and I move to Texas was for Tom...obviously, that's not the case. I don't know what His plan is for me and it's driving me crazy. My best friend here, Katy, has been working so much that she has no time for me which makes me feel like absolute shit and I really need her. I have a friend Teresa here who is absolutely amazing and supportive. I have been spending some time with her, which has really been helping. This is just an incredibly hard time right now. I cry daily. I feel so alone...
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I'm glad I can be there when you need a shoulder to cry on or someone to chat with. God works in mysterious ways. That is a fact. The only advice I can give you is the same advice I hear from my husband about other friends in your situation. Come to an agreement with Tom about financial situations after the divorce, living situations, what items belong to who and file with the county or go through the county as it is cheaper that way. It may still be a few hundred dollars but in the end you will feel great that you are a free woman and out to explore the world. There is better out there! I believe God puts us with one person to begin with to show us who we truly are and what we truly want out of life and then moves us on to who we truly belong with! Good luck and I love you!
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